Current mood:	ecstatic
Current music:	u.s.a. babies

i wish i wish.
i wish i can hate you. but i cant. i wish i dont need you. but i do. i wish i never liked u. but ill never stop. i wish u can change. but u never will. i wish i would still care knowing that u still do too. but im never turning back.

ehh so the past few days have been tight. had fun, got caught by the cops, met some new people, chilled with some new people. yesterday i realized how much i changed. i used to be so scared to be alone. i used to be scared not to have friends. i used to think people were perfect. i used to care that people werent perfect. i was let down too much. the last thing i would think i would change has changed. i dont care too much about anything or any one but me. let me repeat TOO MUCH. i doo care just not enough that ill get but hurt like u used to. i have been so freakin happy on my own. i dont look for happiness any where but me. i dont care about girls that much as i used to cuz ive been hurt to many times. I dont need them for happiness. im not just a sex toy. i actually have feelings (haha). most my close friends are all changing for the worst. i dont need them to be happy either. I have been acting like a sarcastic dick but not being serious. its actually pretty funny. i have more confidence. i understand girls way more. its actually really tight. hmmm what else. eh i lost my train of thought. oh well.

ooh yeah im moving this friday sooo if ur not jewish or u want to be struck by my manhood give me a call so we can chill or w.e. if not i will make u pay but pounding you and making it look like swiss cheese on a sunny summer california breeze delicious day.

also please comment so i have something respond to when im bored and i can act like a sarcastic person and amuse myself.